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Feelings! Who made them? Who attached them to human race?

2011-09-10 @ 23:44:26

Hello,
Today I'll use this blog to write about me.

Long-distance relationships
I had never been in favour of them. Until something has gone to my mind, or heart /choose adequate option/ so deeply, that I took a chance so weak, to try to make it work. Work for me and him, of course.
So here I am, 550km away from the one I love. Admitting that I have feelings for a man came not without effort. As I had never wanted to be a person who doesn't has her fate in her hands. The moment when I made a decision to share my life with somebody else, completely crossed out my vision of myself, completely turned my world up-side-down. Because now, I walk my path with somebody else, I've become responsible for him when I said 'yes, let's try'.

There are many obstacles. What if too many to overcome?

And Gosh, who made feelings? Of course, life would be negligible without them.
But feeling longing for the presence of him, almost yearning, is it all worth it? I need to find the answer.
I should have realised it earlier.

Yes, it is worth it. :) As I've never done a thing in my life that wouldn't be thoughtful. Risking is definitely a something that I want to use sometimes. :)

Oh, I've almost forgotten to mention. I moved out from my home and now, currently I'm living in Poznań. I've come here to study at university.
So there is a new life, I'm just at the beginning of it, and there is him.

And what do you think about this quote?

"All changes, even the most longed for have their melancholy, for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves. We must die to one life before we can enter another."

Speak up. :)

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Lueka
I have to admit that I always considered that technical school is better than high school. Say nothing of these subject which there aren't at a high school, one extra year of learning and a vocational exam /I think it is better name of egzamin zawodowy/. After these four years I have not only a matura exam but also a occupation. After that I gonna go into a university but You know... When I made decision about the high school I was feeling a small pressure because of my surroundings, something like: You nearly the best of the school You can select high schools and these high schools should fight for You. etc. It a bit mixed in my head. But now when these friends who were talking so are far away so i don't feel the pressure now. And I can come down.
I throught everything, I'm sure!
It is not because of people but they also had a small influence. If I loved them at once I wouldn't change the school. I know after some time I would catch the contact with them but I am determined on change.
I'm not mad on You, I understand You, I know You want to help me, explain something etc. I appreciate at all. I was mad on my friend when I heard from her something like: 'Are you fucking crazy.?'. But I’m grateful to you.
I see there is so many changes in Your life: You have moved out, You have fallen in love. Nice to hear it. Good luck!
The quote is absolutely true!

Rvianna
Quote - yes, that's true. It's hard, let something in us die, to start a new life. We don't want to let it go. But it's necessary I think.
Please, don't tell me about long-distance relationships. It's so damn stupid but I entered one. And now... well, be both have to go through this :)
I've always thought that that kind of things must fall, that love can't overcame the distance. And now I'm doing everything to keep it. I think, that time we've been given may be an opportunity to build a friendship, try to understand ourselves better. It sounds easy, but... every day make it harder to me. And every time I watch sky at night I feel him next to me. And that gives me strength.
All I can say is good luck. I know You can do this :) Poznań - beautiful city, I've been there. My friend is going to study there this year.

Rvianna
"Today I'll use this blog to write about me."
Tell me, what else was the blog created for? ;)

Lueka
And I live close to Poznań :).

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Feelings! Who made them? Who attached them to human race? 2011-09-10 @ 23:44:26 Hello, Today I'll use this blog to write about me. Long-distance relationships I had never been in favour of them. Until something has gone to my mind, or heart /choose adequate option/ so deeply, that I took a chance so weak, to try to make it work. Work for me and him, of course. So here I am, 550km away from the one I love. Admitting that I have feelings for a man came not without effort. As I had never wanted to be a person who doesn't has her fate in her hands. The moment when I made a decision to share my life with somebody else, completely crossed out my vision of myself, completely turned my world up-side-down. Because now, I walk my path with somebody else, I've become responsible for him when I said 'yes, let's try'. There are many obstacles. What if too many to overcome? And Gosh, who made feelings? Of course, life would be negligible without them. But feeling longing for the presence of him, almost yearning, is it all worth it? I need to find the answer. I should have realised it earlier. Yes, it is worth it. :) As I've never done a thing in my life that wouldn't be thoughtful. Risking is definitely a something that I want to use sometimes. :) Oh, I've almost forgotten to mention. I moved out from my home and now, currently I'm living in Poznań. I've come here to study at university. So there is a new life, I'm just at the beginning of it, and there is him. And what do you think about this quote? "All changes, even the most longed for have their melancholy, for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves. We must die to one life before we can enter another." Speak up. :) comments (4) Comments Lueka I have to admit that I always considered that technical school is better than high school. Say nothing of these subject which there aren't at a high school, one extra year of learning and a vocational exam /I think it is better name of egzamin zawodowy/. After these four years I have not only a matura exam but also a occupation. After that I gonna go into a university but You know... When I made decision about the high school I was feeling a small pressure because of my surroundings, something like: You nearly the best of the school You can select high schools and these high schools should fight for You. etc. It a bit mixed in my head. But now when these friends who were talking so are far away so i don't feel the pressure now. And I can come down. I throught everything, I'm sure! It is not because of people but they also had a small influence. If I loved them at once I wouldn't change the school. I know after some time I would catch the contact with them but I am determined on change. I'm not mad on You, I understand You, I know You want to help me, explain something etc. I appreciate at all. I was mad on my friend when I heard from her something like: 'Are you fucking crazy.?'. But I’m grateful to you. I see there is so many changes in Your life: You have moved out, You have fallen in love. Nice to hear it. Good luck! The quote is absolutely true! Rvianna Quote - yes, that's true. It's hard, let something in us die, to start a new life. We don't want to let it go. But it's necessary I think. Please, don't tell me about long-distance relationships. It's so damn stupid but I entered one. And now... well, be both have to go through this :) I've always thought that that kind of things must fall, that love can't overcame the distance. And now I'm doing everything to keep it. I think, that time we've been given may be an opportunity to build a friendship, try to understand ourselves better. It sounds easy, but... every day make it harder to me. And every time I watch sky at night I feel him next to me. And that gives me strength. All I can say is good luck. I know You can do this :) Poznań - beautiful city, I've been there. My friend is going to study there this year. Rvianna "Today I'll use this blog to write about me." Tell me, what else was the blog created for? ;) Lueka And I live close to Poznań :). Add comment Your nick: przepisz poprawnie kod kod z obrazka: This is english blog. User writes in english. If you would like to have blog like this, you can register your own for free.Register your own english blog Język angielski matura z angielskiego Gramatyka angielska	Navigation Home It's worth visiting A part of me... Dictionary Statistics 143523 Blog mainpage Archive 2013 March (1) February (1) January (1) 2012 December (3) November (3) October (1) September (1) August (3) July (4) May (1) April (2) March (3) February (2) January (2) 2011 December (1) November (1) October (1) September (2) August (3) July (2) June (2) May (7) April (6) March (8) February (5) January (11) 2010 December (1) June (2) May (5) Menu Login << "Only those who risk get to drink champagne!" .
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