"And isn't it ironic, don't you think?". About moments when you just can't help it.
2011-02-14 @ 19:42:35
Watch out for signs.
Have you ever heard of life ironic? I've, actually, have, but I had never believed in it until IT happened.
Sometimes everything is going in the right direction, and you think that there is nothing that can ruin the good time you're having. You make the most of chances, you focus on everyday chores and activities. Your day is perfectly planned and you stick to your to-do-list. You've even started to lead a healthy lifestyle. And then, that's right, when you think, that you deserve a moment of relax, when you think, that this party that you're going to go to will be great because there's no way it could turn out wrong, IT happens. Life ironic. You come to the party and suddenly you get a headache, or you see your ex-girlfriend with her new boyfriend, or somebody calls you and tells you that your last test that you've recently written was far afield. Suddenly, your good humor disappears and you stay in the middle of the room, wretched, miserable and there is nothing, really nothing you can do, you just can't help it, can't help that your soap bubble punctures. "And isn't this ironic, don't you think?"
Life ironic happens when you least expect it. It's a thing that should NOT be, but somehow IS.
"It's like meeting a man of my dreams,
and then meeting his beautiful wife,
and isn't this ironic? Yeah, I really do think..."
As far as my case is concerned, on January I said to myself that I need to become better, try harder, to deserve the party that was set on 12th of February, the prom (studniówka. So I learn really hard, harder than before many exams I took. I took up a sport, to look good. I fixed my relationship with one of my parents, I bought beautiful shoes and a dress, I found a partner who was funny and with who I could dance really well and then... on the day of the prom I... got sick. Yes, I got sick, I felt bad, I went to the prom and I didn't have fun, my partner hardly talked to me, because he was afraid and concerned that there was something bad going on with me. And so, I didn't relax, I deserved that but I didn't..! "And isn't this ironic, don't you think?" A school year full of stress, a month when I really put myself together a night that I had been waiting for since I got to secondary school a good attitude that I had and... I watched how it was falling apart.

Watch out for signs. Sometimes you see that something bad is coming but you don't react, because you think that it's just a kind of foresee, in fact, it might be right. Before your prom stay at home and don't go to school on Friday, sleep 10 hours, take your time to prepare and don't think, please, don't, about all the problems you have.
Because you see, even then, sometimes you can't help it, but, what can I say? It's not fair, but it happens.

"Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face"

Take care!
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