Feelings! Who made them? Who attached them to human race?
2011-09-10 @ 23:44:26
Hello,
Today I'll use this blog to write about me.
Long-distance relationships
I had never been in favour of them. Until something has gone to my mind, or heart /choose adequate option/ so deeply, that I took a chance so weak, to try to make it work. Work for me and him, of course.
So here I am, 550km away from the one I love. Admitting that I have feelings for a man came not without effort. As I had never wanted to be a person who doesn't has her fate in her hands. The moment when I made a decision to share my life with somebody else, completely crossed out my vision of myself, completely turned my world up-side-down. Because now, I walk my path with somebody else, I've become responsible for him when I said 'yes, let's try'.
There are many obstacles. What if too many to overcome?
And Gosh, who made feelings? Of course, life would be negligible without them.
But feeling longing for the presence of him, almost yearning, is it all worth it? I need to find the answer.
I should have realised it earlier.
Yes, it is worth it. :) As I've never done a thing in my life that wouldn't be thoughtful. Risking is definitely a something that I want to use sometimes. :)
Oh, I've almost forgotten to mention. I moved out from my home and now, currently I'm living in Poznań. I've come here to study at university.
So there is a new life, I'm just at the beginning of it, and there is him.
And what do you think about this quote?
"All changes, even the most longed for have their melancholy, for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves. We must die to one life before we can enter another."
Speak up. :)
Today I'll use this blog to write about me.
Long-distance relationships
I had never been in favour of them. Until something has gone to my mind, or heart /choose adequate option/ so deeply, that I took a chance so weak, to try to make it work. Work for me and him, of course.
So here I am, 550km away from the one I love. Admitting that I have feelings for a man came not without effort. As I had never wanted to be a person who doesn't has her fate in her hands. The moment when I made a decision to share my life with somebody else, completely crossed out my vision of myself, completely turned my world up-side-down. Because now, I walk my path with somebody else, I've become responsible for him when I said 'yes, let's try'.
There are many obstacles. What if too many to overcome?
And Gosh, who made feelings? Of course, life would be negligible without them.
But feeling longing for the presence of him, almost yearning, is it all worth it? I need to find the answer.
I should have realised it earlier.
Yes, it is worth it. :) As I've never done a thing in my life that wouldn't be thoughtful. Risking is definitely a something that I want to use sometimes. :)
Oh, I've almost forgotten to mention. I moved out from my home and now, currently I'm living in Poznań. I've come here to study at university.
So there is a new life, I'm just at the beginning of it, and there is him.
And what do you think about this quote?
"All changes, even the most longed for have their melancholy, for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves. We must die to one life before we can enter another."
Speak up. :)