And then things started to get complicated...
2012-09-15 @ 17:38:33
It's been a while since I posted something here...
The funny thing, it hasn't happened much.
I got my MA, I'm doing a driver's licence.
The overwhelming and omnipresent apathy has been following in my wake.
Now it's getting worse.
Today, I think, it's the climax of it all.
I realized a few things that I've known for a long time, it's just that it must have taken me some time to figure it out:
One thing is that my relationship isn't progressing and isn't showing any signs of perspective.
Another thing is, as the days go by, I am getting more and more depressed and angry with my life and how I've arranged it. How I fucked it up is more accurate.
Everything could have been different...
Another thing is that my professional life isn't doing well either.
I haven't been working for like 3 months and I'm getting tired of this standstill. No money, no stress. All I do is sleep and sit in front of my comp.
12 h/day.
Books are left unread.
The funny thing, it hasn't happened much.
I got my MA, I'm doing a driver's licence.
The overwhelming and omnipresent apathy has been following in my wake.
Now it's getting worse.
Today, I think, it's the climax of it all.
I realized a few things that I've known for a long time, it's just that it must have taken me some time to figure it out:
One thing is that my relationship isn't progressing and isn't showing any signs of perspective.
Another thing is, as the days go by, I am getting more and more depressed and angry with my life and how I've arranged it. How I fucked it up is more accurate.
Everything could have been different...
Another thing is that my professional life isn't doing well either.
I haven't been working for like 3 months and I'm getting tired of this standstill. No money, no stress. All I do is sleep and sit in front of my comp.
12 h/day.
Books are left unread.