Decadence
2007-10-11 @ 15:43:20
Every day seems to be more and more depressing. Time's spinning so fast but it all happens next to me, somewhere else, outside. Because I don't keep up with time. Seconds, minutes, days and finally weeks. It's been almost 2 weeks since I did anything in some important case. Why didn't I do anything else? What were I and still am waiting for? Why am I so passive? It all is confusing me.
I’m unconscious. Like in a coma or a dream where nothing happens. There are only some fogs and clouds which fly slowly all around me and mean nothing. There’s nothing further and nothing above me. Everything is this same. And I’m not moving so it will always be. Unless I take some steps… But will I be able to wake up and do it?
I’m unconscious. Like in a coma or a dream where nothing happens. There are only some fogs and clouds which fly slowly all around me and mean nothing. There’s nothing further and nothing above me. Everything is this same. And I’m not moving so it will always be. Unless I take some steps… But will I be able to wake up and do it?