A month history.
2007-12-09 @ 22:27:08
How to close events of over a month of life into a few words? What shall I start from? Well, the best it would be if I started from the beginning. And so I will, with time.
I’m afraid of my matura exams. I didn’t do very well on a tentative matura. After my exams I broke down a little but now my I’m aware of something because I made a decision. I won’t change my matura levels on lower. I’m going to pass Polish and English extended and it’s not like I’m stupid and will have low score. It’s not like I’m going to fail and disappoint my relatives and friends. There are only two important aspects to me. The first Is to find teachers, good teachers, to give me extra lessons. The second, more important, is to start reading set books and to work very hard. Nothing more is important. It is exactly like THAT.
I wasn’t sure of my decision at first but since 6th December when I got for ex. a Polish dictionary, I’ve been sure of what I’ve got to do. I can do nothing else, nothing more but try hard.
I’m afraid of my matura exams. I didn’t do very well on a tentative matura. After my exams I broke down a little but now my I’m aware of something because I made a decision. I won’t change my matura levels on lower. I’m going to pass Polish and English extended and it’s not like I’m stupid and will have low score. It’s not like I’m going to fail and disappoint my relatives and friends. There are only two important aspects to me. The first Is to find teachers, good teachers, to give me extra lessons. The second, more important, is to start reading set books and to work very hard. Nothing more is important. It is exactly like THAT.
I wasn’t sure of my decision at first but since 6th December when I got for ex. a Polish dictionary, I’ve been sure of what I’ve got to do. I can do nothing else, nothing more but try hard.