Today
2008-07-31 @ 01:32:59
I didn't even talk to him today though I know what I feel about him and that I'd like to be with him for serious. But somehow I do nothing to make it real. Somehow I want and dont want to. Relationship with a boy doesn't seem to have much importance to me at the moment althoug I could give a chance to us. Maybe it would work out... maybe it will work out anyway? No, relationship is a hard work.

On Friday or Saturday I'll go to my sis with her and see some interestings places in Wrocław like Japanese garden or little sharks ;)

I swam yesterday, today, and probably tody I will too. It is such fun to get back to those holiday hobbies ;)

I need to get to work with J. Today I tarted, I hope I won't end up on it.

I'm watching anime 'Elfen Lied' for the second time... and I still like it :D This is gonna be a night of anime to me...
Comments

kasiulka
wow. swimming. i like it too.
Serious relationship.. hmmm.. Its not easy. Think about it seriously. And always remember that he might not be your last bf. IMHO nothing is permanent...
allaround
That's not very optimistic way of thinking, you know(nothing is permanent)? ;P Yes, I keep it on my mind that he doesn't have to be the one. He tries hadr but I don't try at all. I don't know why I am like that because I care about him Hm...
kasiulka
Soo I dont understand u now..
Hmm I m realist. I d rather to prepare myself that my relationship will not last forever coz if it ends I wont be surprised...
I doesnt means that I dont love my bf...
allaround
I just hope that after some time I'll be sure that he's the man I want to always be with. He or someone else. That I'll believe 'we' are permanent.

I'm not afraid of being 'surprised' like you called it. It's all just a matter of time.
kasiulka
Yeah that s right. in the course of years we will see :D things changes and we never know tomorrow.
(I m also hope that my bf is the man of my life ;))
allaround
As to me, I don't believe this is the one ;P but you're right, time will show ;)
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