I'm so different now
2008-10-19 @ 14:31:54
On the one hand in the place where I'm studying everything's fine. Interesting subjects, cool friends and comfortable place to commute school, shops etc. On the other hand, when I came back home, I started arguning with my mother and sister. They're so annoying to me... and probably so am I to them. I can't help it... it just happens.
But I met my boyfriend and a friend and it makes me feel so much better every time I think about it. Me and my boyfriend somehow manage to be together though our problems and lack of time. But... me and my friend... we don't act as we were friends, rather like a couple. I don't know how did it start and I don't really control it. The weirdest thing is that I feel no blame or guilt. Well, maybe yesterday it changed for a second.
Yesterday we... eh... it's too long story to tell. The fact is that I have no idea how to act and what to do with the whole thing or if I should I do anything. Maybe it's all because I met people who arent faithful to their partners or maybe I'm just trying to explain myself. Things like this just arent wrong to me any more. Could someone explain me what happend to me.......?
But I met my boyfriend and a friend and it makes me feel so much better every time I think about it. Me and my boyfriend somehow manage to be together though our problems and lack of time. But... me and my friend... we don't act as we were friends, rather like a couple. I don't know how did it start and I don't really control it. The weirdest thing is that I feel no blame or guilt. Well, maybe yesterday it changed for a second.
Yesterday we... eh... it's too long story to tell. The fact is that I have no idea how to act and what to do with the whole thing or if I should I do anything. Maybe it's all because I met people who arent faithful to their partners or maybe I'm just trying to explain myself. Things like this just arent wrong to me any more. Could someone explain me what happend to me.......?