Studying
2008-08-31 @ 17:41:22
You know what? I've been studying a lot withing last few days and I'm really content because of that. I didn't expect I would find motivation after coming back home.
I like being without my mother at home, it makes me calm and relaxed. I clean the hous and do the shopping by myself. When she's here I don't even think about it and there's much more stress in my life. I don't know how she does it but I really prefer being here only with my dad or all alone.
But anyway, she came back ten minutes ago and a nightmare begins... Well, that's not that bad ;) but somehow my life is so much better when she's out. I even study...
Well, it seems it won't be that bad... ;)))
Let me just dream
2008-08-29 @ 19:50:38
When you tried to kiss me I turned away. I liked you so much...
You're only my perfect vision so don't destroy it.
'It would be nice to see you again'
2008-08-21 @ 07:14:54
It worked out! I'm one step closer because... he gave me a call, just as I wished. Just as I had planned. This time I picked out the boy, not he picked out me.
But I overdid alcohol. It's all because of my tollerance. I drank six beers and felt almost nothing about that. God, I don't drink every day, I don't drink every week. Even though holidays, I don't. Thomas was very surprised, and the guys whom we meet... Anyway, gusy? We played bilard with some men. The one that I really liked(but he's not the one that I want ;)) told me he was, watch carefully, 37! Yeah, just in my taste hehe ;P
Anyways, It shouldn't be so hard to me to feel some effect of drinking. Today I do... but that wasn't part of the plan...
He is supossed to call me today as well(the one that I care about). This time if he says something about our meeting I'll use this chance and say something, anything. Why didn't I do it yesterday?
'It would be nice to see you again'. These are not that hard words.
I decided to be self-assured and so I will be. Everyone tells me I am and they all can't be wrong ;P I'll prove it to them and to myself :)
You can laugh at, I don't care =)
2008-08-19 @ 17:21:49
I'll try to do something about a boy whom I really, really like. In another way than usually.
I'll not be proud, just for once.And I'll not regret, even it it'll turn into humuliation.
I know I'm doing the right thing.
Today I did a big step(a first one) and I'm very proud of myself. Even if they all'll think it's been silly.
Chasing dreams just must be right. Nothing else matters.
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