Today
2008-08-12 @ 04:58:55
I came back. I met maaany people and all of them were great. I played bowling, billard and swam. I'm going to find out more about medidation that many people whom I met were interested in. I also bought puzzles(2000) and have new great plans for the nearest and a little further future. Just me.
Only for persistent
My dear M was mad because I didn't have time to talk to him when I was out. He wanted to break up(again about that???) but he said he loved me and couldn't. And that he's not happy about that feeling at all(soo nice...).
All in all, he told me to decide whether I wanted or didn't want to be with him and to answer if I cared about him. I told him I didn't know what I felt, it hadn't been been very good between us lately and that I didn't really care. After that I only said that we could try if he wanted to and... I have no idea why but he decided to go on together like we did before. Or with some changes. And I don't know why but I accepted that... why? What for? He said I needed time but...
After that little trip I know better than ever before that he's not right for me so...? I'm confused again.
And immature and childish and happy of so many things right now ;)))
A song for today:
A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I'm lovin' it ;D
Only for persistent
My dear M was mad because I didn't have time to talk to him when I was out. He wanted to break up(again about that???) but he said he loved me and couldn't. And that he's not happy about that feeling at all(soo nice...).
All in all, he told me to decide whether I wanted or didn't want to be with him and to answer if I cared about him. I told him I didn't know what I felt, it hadn't been been very good between us lately and that I didn't really care. After that I only said that we could try if he wanted to and... I have no idea why but he decided to go on together like we did before. Or with some changes. And I don't know why but I accepted that... why? What for? He said I needed time but...
After that little trip I know better than ever before that he's not right for me so...? I'm confused again.
And immature and childish and happy of so many things right now ;)))
A song for today:
A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I'm lovin' it ;D