There's a storm coming
2009-07-29 @ 18:44:40
I find it hard to compromise what I want but it's harder to see others are the same. First thought was if I don't want to do together what he wants, he should respect my opinion and not try to force me. Now however subtly taking his situation into consideration crossed my mind. He's just disappointed.

And angry. My intuition tells me he'll let his anger out today.
Re: I know what I want and I will get it
2009-07-28 @ 13:39:29
A moment of weakness and you waste a month of your effort - but a bit of effort and you regain what you lost.

I resolved the conflict which made me so depressed. Now I regret and wish we still didn't talk to each other. Unfortunately, I can't turn back time. Sometimest burning a bridge is the best way. Now I know until we stay in touch he'll annoy me on and on... and finally downcast.

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I know what I want and I will get it
2009-07-25 @ 18:31:10
The date of diving course has changed. At least I have time to prepare.

My boyfriend says he loves me and I think I'm giving into him.

Comparing to possibilities, I have too many plans. Comparing to my plans, I have too many possibilities. The second one is more for me.

A moment of weakness and you waste a month of your effort...
My own personal foolishness
2009-07-19 @ 21:59:37
Constatnly downcast. Every time I think of him I feel small and unneeded. As things go on, there's another person whom I made unhappy. I'd tell him not to worry and I've forgiven him but when I think of the first one I lose any motivation. Now I don't even care for the second one but breaking up while I'm so low could turn out as a mistake.

I chose a pathetic option to drag his attention but as they say 'the end justifies the means'... I'm not in militant mood at all but I need to do it.
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