I'm feeling so blue.... :(
2010-09-03 @ 09:08:28
Last month I lost my friend. And that's not because of some kind of accident or sth, and also not because of me... There are people near who have always wanted our friendship to be finished. And they finally managed it. I'm very sad and can't become reconciled to this loss. I have been trying for many times to get my friend back, but it hasn't worked. We haven't seen each other and talked for a month, just some smses which were very tough. She thinks that it is all my fault but it really isn't! And now, her husband's granny died so maybe she'll come for the funeral (maybe - because she lives 300km away from here)and I'm very curious how our meeting will look like? Will she talk with me..? I wish our friendship would be still the same...