I am a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside.
2014-11-26 @ 23:26:07
I always complicate everything...
I will be waiting. We are destined to each other.
When I met you first time and then I got a message: "It`s such a pity it was so short" I felt like I was flying.
I wasn`t strong enough to quit the toxic relationship.
Life is a vicious circle. Now I regret but... I know that someday I`m gonna be with you.
Luc, Luc, Luc...
Now you have somebody, Luc. I wish you all the best. But some day I`m gonna be with you.
You are the wonderful exception in this rotten world. You are totally different.
As for now, I don`t wanna be with anyone. I am not ready for love. I don`t want to love. I don`t want to be rejected, left once again.
xxx
I wonder why D. doesn`t want to contact me. It was 4 months ago! I liked his presence but simply he was not for me. He has a good heart. I envy the one who`s gonna be with him. I wish him to find sb protective and caring. I made a lot of mistakes and it was all because of me.
Now I am changed and free. I learned how to listen to people and appreciate their opinion - even if it`s not the same as mine.
Good night :)
I will be waiting. We are destined to each other.
When I met you first time and then I got a message: "It`s such a pity it was so short" I felt like I was flying.
I wasn`t strong enough to quit the toxic relationship.
Life is a vicious circle. Now I regret but... I know that someday I`m gonna be with you.
Luc, Luc, Luc...
Now you have somebody, Luc. I wish you all the best. But some day I`m gonna be with you.
You are the wonderful exception in this rotten world. You are totally different.
As for now, I don`t wanna be with anyone. I am not ready for love. I don`t want to love. I don`t want to be rejected, left once again.
xxx
I wonder why D. doesn`t want to contact me. It was 4 months ago! I liked his presence but simply he was not for me. He has a good heart. I envy the one who`s gonna be with him. I wish him to find sb protective and caring. I made a lot of mistakes and it was all because of me.
Now I am changed and free. I learned how to listen to people and appreciate their opinion - even if it`s not the same as mine.
Good night :)