this magic .
2008-05-29 @ 17:13:41
I know I have a lot of stuff to do, I know I shouldn't really have gone anywhere but I had this inner urge that made me feel I had to break away for a while. The weather has been so great and after few months of waking up in the morning and then doing all the same things on and on, I felt like my brain was about to go crazy. A lot has changed this year and so I felt like I had to change something in myself as well. THat's why I spent my weekend in Austria which actually was the best thing I could do for myself.
First I went to see Vienna and the last 3 days I spent in Linz, where my best friend is staying actually. That was an amazing weekend, probably even better than any of my weekends of the whole last summer holiday.
First I fell in love in Vienna, which isn't that nice actually, cause it means that I would want to come back there soon.
The most important thing that happened at the weekend however is that I found this strenght I hadn't had for a very long time. I'm now strong enough to belive that I can do it, whatever it is; I don't have this stupid regrets about my past any more cause I suddenly don't care anymore. In fact, I'm tired of looking back on my life and when I got back from my little trip, I finally felt like I'm ready to clear things up.
Anyway - it's a little amazing how I had to find myself in a totally different place to see things in totally different colours. I am ready to look in the eyes of the devil now and feel like a totally different person with the same familiar devil next to me. Only the devil doesn't know the language I speak anymore and lost it's power to affect me back. I am ready for that and I can sleep well now.

not the second, not even the third part of my autobiography. some random post.
2008-05-17 @ 01:24:59
It's starting to be same mess on my blog as in my handbag. "you're a typical woman" - my friend always says, especially when we're just about to go out somewhere. Does it mean that women typically are messy creatures? Maybe not typically but typical kinds of them are, i guess.
Nonetheless, i've got a ready explanation for the mess i'm about to set up over here. Cause .. am.. there's this spring season.. which brings about all the messy atmosphere and stuff with it..
The everlasting truth about the season is that all the mess that has been brought into my life has begun in some seemingly innocent spring somehow. Should i hate springs therefore? hhaha! I love and hate them ;-) Above all, I love this beautiful season when all the life is waking up and the world is so beautiful, fragrant and fresh. After that, i watch out for one of these biggies i always do everything to avoid ;-)) Plus, i get myself lots of flowers to spread around. Ahhh.. Spring .. with the capital "S" ;D ;D :*
AUTOBIOGRAPHY (1/3)
2008-05-12 @ 00:41:03


I was born in the spring sunny 21 day of April. My mother finished the University of Lodz in the field of Economics, as well as father. Therefore, it's easy to guess where and in what type of circumstances they met. My parents decided to live on the suburbs of their hometown in the house of my father where he and his sibling had spent their childhood together.

-My family-

My father is a very diligent and conscientious man who's very serious about all his responsibilities. Nonetheless, he likes to have fun and travel a lot.However, actually my mother is the one who dreams about traveling at nights and then, no matter what,implements the dreams into life. They both are keen on winter sports. Mom additionally swims, does yoga and whatever it comes to her mind. She also learns english just to be able to communicate with people abroad when needed. I've got two younger brothers too. Kacper is 22 and he studies Informatics in Lodz. He's rather interior type of person, a little too much into his own affairs. We were always figting with each other when we were younger, I still love him though. Rafał, who is 17 is totally opposite, in fact, he's a lot like me. And he's totally not into himself, actually, he has a heart of gold and I love him very much. We have always had a great relations with each other and he has always been a great person towards me. Also, not like Kacper, he had a few girlfriends and lately a serious one. He's too young for a girlfriend though and Mateusz, one year older than him, comes first as it seems to me, they have been best friends for ages.
My family is fine, and my goddaughter is the daisy. She's six and she's very resolute and charming. I used to spend whole days with her and I wish I had a time for that now.

-Friends-

When I was six, at firs day of school, in reception class, my mom acquainted me with Patrycja, one of my neighbors and we became friends right away. A year later I befriended with Asia and we decided to sit together during the classes :) Then my best friend was a girl named Ola, then Patrycja again. In high school I had a lot of best friends too. Most of the time - Asia has been my best friend through all the primary and then during the high school times, up to the second year of it. I met somebody and that was the begining of the graet collapse. In the end - we split up after about 3 years and then, a year later, me and Asia became best friends again about which I've been more than satisfied till now. Our friendship is unbreakable now. The greatest lesson from that is, I guess, that if the relationship, no matter what kind of it, is strong enough, it will find it's way back, after any kind of crisis. By that time we get to know the taste of humility and that what doesn't kill, it strengthen.

-Accomplishments-

I don't want to kinda show off or something so I'm just gonna put down three things I was the most excited to accomplish.
-when in the 3rd class of high school my drawing was chosen as the best during the classes of an art group I was part of
-when I was taking part in the competition concerning the symulations of negotiations over joining the European Union and my group won
-in the primary school I was so in love with a teacher of history :P. Once there was about to be the biggest test of the year and as I wanted to prove how smart I am ;P as a result I got 6 (an A).
My teacher said it was the best work from among those of people from my class and all the other at school. He was so amazed and I was so happy then! ahahahahahaha!!! :P
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