the weather drives me crazy :)
2008-06-10 @ 15:16:13
I'm so happy the temperature's gonna get down tomorrow!!!!!! And I hope the forecast is realiable enough! One doesn't know how to dress up to survive these days, plus putting on make up got pointless more than about a week ago. One thing is to be sure of, the global warming puts it bluntly: you, people are gonna get fried! Aw,my! :O)

Today, I'm starting to set up my holiday which finally got it's definite shape. All of it working working working and generally thinking of getting myself ready for a real life. Of course I'm gonna be sorry I won't be leisuring even for a week, like most other people will or intend, at least at that point. I, myself went through too many ideas of this 3 hot months at my own disposal. In the end, I decided on the option that is called - thinking of myself. Of course, I'm sorry I won't go abroad :'( The good thing is, however, that i will see Dublin in October probably, which is gonna be my few days' recompensation. I mean, I hope I will. Anyways, I'm really going to make this little journey finally to visit my friend I haven't seen for some time. The thing is, I promised and the other thing is, I feel bad that i haven't done this yet. THe good aspect of it, is that not visiting him, I actually forced him to visit Poland soon. Still, I have to see Dublin and it's a must for the October!
The other imporatnt thing is that I'm moving out to live with my very best friend which is actually very exciting, really. ;)
Kisses
It wasn't me, it wasn't him, it was life
2008-06-01 @ 19:13:50
I just turned on tv to check what's going on in there :) I don't really do it cause it's a waste of time. No matter what I wanna watch, either it's some business news,world issues or some more or less stupid movies, I get stuck and I can watch one after another The choice of the tv stations in innumerable so..
Anyways, I just turned it on for a while and came across the serial film my mother loves watching so bad. Actually, it's the "Life exam" so everybody knows it I guess.. So I turned it on when there was a scene of Mateusz Damiecki with some french girl speking in english. The chemistry was obvious between two of them. I don't follow this serial at all but didn't need to do this to know that in the "Life exam" Damięcki has a serious girlfriend he went through a lot with so ..I thought I was wrong about what I just though. But with the passage of time I found out I wasn't. Then, the scene in church with his own girl. They were just about to get married. And what then? - I thought. Of course, he didn't get married. He said: "I can't deceive you neither myself. It's been different here, in my heart for two days" So I thought.. wha? for two days? Crazy.. So I got online and checked who was that girl he was standing there at night on the street and who definitely wasn't his fiancee. I know, it's crazy! :)It came out anyways, that they had met each other some long time ago I guess. Apparently, they just met each other again and it came out there was still sth between them, with this don't-know-who's-this girl.
All this made me think for few minutes about this kind of issue. Sometimes, in life, we don't really know what to think of this kind of situations, or we do have some opinion untill we don't find in one, by ourselves.
Personally, I was a little bit confused, I mean.. this kind of situations happen in life all the time. Not everybody has enough courage to actually say to the bride that he can't marry her, because he's not able to deceive her though(we're not even talking about sex right now but something more, obviously).
Should we blame him for all this? Is this his fault? I mean, he has loved his fiance so what's going on? Do people realise in this kind of moments that there can be something more with some other person? THat would have to mean that we can never be sure of anything even in a love issue, right? Is everybody prone to that kind of situations or is this a case of a character or personality of the person? How can a person's heart change like this when he was suppose to be sure about everything. And maybe I should think the worst of the guy played by Mateusz Damiecki there,but I look up to him for he had enough courage to face the truth. It's so much better than to stay in a relationship just because it provides you with certainty and comfort. "It's nice to have someone who loves you, even if you don't really return those feelings" I once heard. THat is the favourite option of a person who doesn't really want to expose himself to a danger of being hurt. THat's kinda reasonable. What if he still doesn't really love her though and still keeps in touch with another girl who he really loves? Not too well.. Should we feel sorry for him if that sure-to-always-be girl suddenly's cheating on him? I guess not, he's got now what he deserves himself.
THe lesson is, I guess, don't act reasonable with your heart, cause you're gonna be left alone. Life is unfair only for those who are unfair towards life first...
That's all.
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