No nothing.
2013-06-02 @ 23:39:30
So.. hi. I did it again. I am so sorry. But I know, I will do it more and more. It doesn't depend on me... okay, it does.
What should I write? I have no idea. My life goes on. Over and over. There're some important things.. it will be good for you to know about.. but in the other hand I don't think that the things in my head.. all the memories.. I don't know if they're nice and pleasurable.
I'm in love, I'm loved.. that's weird. I feel terrible. Like I was a lier and nobody could judge me. 'Cause The Nobody loves me. But in the same time I have the same thoughts about the person I'm in love with. And I know, I shouldn't. There's a relation between us. I feel like I'm killing this love. If I can call it 'love'..
Next thing. That's easy. Watching tv series or films which make me emotional broken and empty inside, reading different book, listening to really fanstastic music.. it's not good for people like me. I realized that I'm different than I was. And all the things I do, they are the only one reason why it happens.
So, maybe it's good time to say that I am not the person I uded to be when I started to write this 'blog'. My life changed and me with it. We are here alive for a reason. And I realized that I lost my reason. I have no point to be living. I have only my Mrs Nobody and I even don't know if I can call her 'mine'.
I am here and enjoying my sadness. Althought I'm happy like I have never been. For one reason. Because of her.
Dream.
What should I write? I have no idea. My life goes on. Over and over. There're some important things.. it will be good for you to know about.. but in the other hand I don't think that the things in my head.. all the memories.. I don't know if they're nice and pleasurable.
I'm in love, I'm loved.. that's weird. I feel terrible. Like I was a lier and nobody could judge me. 'Cause The Nobody loves me. But in the same time I have the same thoughts about the person I'm in love with. And I know, I shouldn't. There's a relation between us. I feel like I'm killing this love. If I can call it 'love'..
Next thing. That's easy. Watching tv series or films which make me emotional broken and empty inside, reading different book, listening to really fanstastic music.. it's not good for people like me. I realized that I'm different than I was. And all the things I do, they are the only one reason why it happens.
So, maybe it's good time to say that I am not the person I uded to be when I started to write this 'blog'. My life changed and me with it. We are here alive for a reason. And I realized that I lost my reason. I have no point to be living. I have only my Mrs Nobody and I even don't know if I can call her 'mine'.
I am here and enjoying my sadness. Althought I'm happy like I have never been. For one reason. Because of her.
Dream.