">Welcome to my life . < 3
2012-03-16 @ 20:16:40
Hi , how are you .
I am not so fine . I just feel like nobody around me does understed me . Do you now that feeling ? Yeah , i have a lot of friends and everybody likes me , but i am playing a " fake smile " game . You know - i am smiling couse i like to make everybody smile. But inside i am slowly dieing becouse of that. I don't say my BEST friend what kind of music i like , couse she will be laughing and i don't what to be an idiot in her eyes to the end. I am not saying that she is bad or something. Maby there is something wrong with me? But what should i do ? I was born this way .
Some days ago , i found a song " welocome to my life " Simple Plan . I listend to her and i said : " Oh my gosh , this song is discrabing my life . It's a little scary . " . But this is true . So i read the coments in this video and there are thousnd of people like this. Is this good or not ? Crying at night , listin to the radio so loud and singing my feeling .
Sometimes i am thinking that my life it's just sucks. But i have a dreams that keeping me here. Someday i am gonna find the people who is gonna understand me. Do you know that i want to be an actress ? Yeah , i know . Stupid dream . But it's not for being famouse . Yeah maby a little. But whan i see all those people having fun on set , they are understend each other. I wanted to be on set with teenagers in my age. Having fun and all those thing. And in the same time recording the eposides.
Maby someday i am gonna find my way ...
Don't understend me wrong. I am happy girl , with friends , family , cats ( X D ) , home and all those things . I can stand in front the mirror and said " I love my dear " to myself . I AM SICK ! I AM TALKING TO MY SELF . : D I have a great school , city and everything. But there are some missing puzzls in my life . I have to find them to make myself full happines.
I am just a little lost. And i am not losing a hope that someday it's gonna be okey .
Today's note was realy personality . Sory for that , i mean ... i have to tell all those things to somebody. So i write it to you . I am am anonim so it's more simple . Thanks everyobody who read this ..... things . Realy , realy thanks .
xoxo Gossipgirl
I am not so fine . I just feel like nobody around me does understed me . Do you now that feeling ? Yeah , i have a lot of friends and everybody likes me , but i am playing a " fake smile " game . You know - i am smiling couse i like to make everybody smile. But inside i am slowly dieing becouse of that. I don't say my BEST friend what kind of music i like , couse she will be laughing and i don't what to be an idiot in her eyes to the end. I am not saying that she is bad or something. Maby there is something wrong with me? But what should i do ? I was born this way .
Some days ago , i found a song " welocome to my life " Simple Plan . I listend to her and i said : " Oh my gosh , this song is discrabing my life . It's a little scary . " . But this is true . So i read the coments in this video and there are thousnd of people like this. Is this good or not ? Crying at night , listin to the radio so loud and singing my feeling .
Sometimes i am thinking that my life it's just sucks. But i have a dreams that keeping me here. Someday i am gonna find the people who is gonna understand me. Do you know that i want to be an actress ? Yeah , i know . Stupid dream . But it's not for being famouse . Yeah maby a little. But whan i see all those people having fun on set , they are understend each other. I wanted to be on set with teenagers in my age. Having fun and all those thing. And in the same time recording the eposides.
Maby someday i am gonna find my way ...
Don't understend me wrong. I am happy girl , with friends , family , cats ( X D ) , home and all those things . I can stand in front the mirror and said " I love my dear " to myself . I AM SICK ! I AM TALKING TO MY SELF . : D I have a great school , city and everything. But there are some missing puzzls in my life . I have to find them to make myself full happines.
I am just a little lost. And i am not losing a hope that someday it's gonna be okey .
Today's note was realy personality . Sory for that , i mean ... i have to tell all those things to somebody. So i write it to you . I am am anonim so it's more simple . Thanks everyobody who read this ..... things . Realy , realy thanks .
xoxo Gossipgirl