MASKS
2007-09-21 @ 19:26:54
Sometimes I feel that I'm not acting like I'm realy are!! It sounds odd- I know!!
Sometimes I feel that I'm hiding myself under some mask... and I'm concealing my personality- "my real self" below or beyond this masks. All life and relationships situations impeling me only to changing them. It keeps me to behave pursuant to common rules even sometimes it isn't maching to me...
it sad because I feel like stooge in strange hands:-[ without own opinion, without empathy and I thinking that all are deeply keeping a close eye on my moves!! I feel like a stranger!!
and how I'm suposed to know where is my real self amongst this masks??
Do I ever find it out??
I'm scearing of thought that I'll never find myself and I'll never have it all together:-((...
Sometimes I feel that I'm hiding myself under some mask... and I'm concealing my personality- "my real self" below or beyond this masks. All life and relationships situations impeling me only to changing them. It keeps me to behave pursuant to common rules even sometimes it isn't maching to me...
it sad because I feel like stooge in strange hands:-[ without own opinion, without empathy and I thinking that all are deeply keeping a close eye on my moves!! I feel like a stranger!!
and how I'm suposed to know where is my real self amongst this masks??
Do I ever find it out??
I'm scearing of thought that I'll never find myself and I'll never have it all together:-((...