Something is ending, something else is beginning.
2011-07-02 @ 16:36:24
Hello
So the holiday is time to start. I guess that most of You are glad of this fact. But I not at all. Do also for You last school year has passed too fast? That was the ten months but for me it has passed like maximum ten weeks. And do You know what? Recently I have found that these ten months had been the best in my life. - On this day. Surely for some it can seems strange how the time spent in school can be the best in someone's life. believe me - it is possible. On Wednesday two weeks ago I have ended my junior high school. And I am a bit unhappy of it. You know with some of my ex-classmates I spent all ten years in the same class. And now what? - everybody has chose own track of life. And these choices are so different... It makes me sad when I think about it. Sad ... I have said too softly. Closer to the truth will be when I tell that since Monday two weeks ago I have got attacks of tears. The worst was on day of school leaving. I had woke up and long time I couldn't take control myself. Later I tried doing something to forget an a moment but the throught that today’s is the end was still running round my mind. And time in which it was supposed to happen was comming. I started crying already when I few times had heard the word: graduate... And later a presentation and a song which was used as the soundtrack.
Most of us was crying. Next big attack was already at home. My tutor had sent a message to me. She had written that for such moments like today's worth living and that She never forget us. We also never forget her. She is an amazing, wonderful woman. We couldn't dreamt about a better tutor. And I am sure that I never will be have equally loved tutor. It is impossible. Mrs. Aneta we love You and we will love You forever. A second day when I couldn't stop my tears were a Thursday - the next day after end of my school. I was terrible pale all the time even my mother told me that I look like a corpse. Maybe I overdoing nevertheless I don't going to forget about my friends I wanna be in touch with them. I gonna visit my best teachers but it isn't the same... For example with Kinga I used to be ten years in the same class. I guess that with her I had got the best communication. We have the same mind about many issues. Indeed we have different opinion just in two issues: religion - She is an atheist, I am a Christian and for place to living – She love cities, I am an enthusiast of village life. And now her school is in a different city than mine. Our contact will be just through the phones... But I guess it isn't too bad. Important is to keep the contact.
I think that the biggest sorrow has gone. Still the memory and the memories which never pass. Certain when I will be ending I will be feeling the same.
Schoolmates and teachers I will be missing.:)
And at the end an one more song:
I had asked for playing this song on Wednesday after the time when we have obtained the school leaving certificates but school guitarists said thet it is hard to playing and they had less time so they played something different which was also nice.
'...It has passed already, the climate, the leeway, the amazing people never come back...'
Take care everyone! See You!
So the holiday is time to start. I guess that most of You are glad of this fact. But I not at all. Do also for You last school year has passed too fast? That was the ten months but for me it has passed like maximum ten weeks. And do You know what? Recently I have found that these ten months had been the best in my life. - On this day. Surely for some it can seems strange how the time spent in school can be the best in someone's life. believe me - it is possible. On Wednesday two weeks ago I have ended my junior high school. And I am a bit unhappy of it. You know with some of my ex-classmates I spent all ten years in the same class. And now what? - everybody has chose own track of life. And these choices are so different... It makes me sad when I think about it. Sad ... I have said too softly. Closer to the truth will be when I tell that since Monday two weeks ago I have got attacks of tears. The worst was on day of school leaving. I had woke up and long time I couldn't take control myself. Later I tried doing something to forget an a moment but the throught that today’s is the end was still running round my mind. And time in which it was supposed to happen was comming. I started crying already when I few times had heard the word: graduate... And later a presentation and a song which was used as the soundtrack.
Most of us was crying. Next big attack was already at home. My tutor had sent a message to me. She had written that for such moments like today's worth living and that She never forget us. We also never forget her. She is an amazing, wonderful woman. We couldn't dreamt about a better tutor. And I am sure that I never will be have equally loved tutor. It is impossible. Mrs. Aneta we love You and we will love You forever. A second day when I couldn't stop my tears were a Thursday - the next day after end of my school. I was terrible pale all the time even my mother told me that I look like a corpse. Maybe I overdoing nevertheless I don't going to forget about my friends I wanna be in touch with them. I gonna visit my best teachers but it isn't the same... For example with Kinga I used to be ten years in the same class. I guess that with her I had got the best communication. We have the same mind about many issues. Indeed we have different opinion just in two issues: religion - She is an atheist, I am a Christian and for place to living – She love cities, I am an enthusiast of village life. And now her school is in a different city than mine. Our contact will be just through the phones... But I guess it isn't too bad. Important is to keep the contact.
I think that the biggest sorrow has gone. Still the memory and the memories which never pass. Certain when I will be ending I will be feeling the same.
Schoolmates and teachers I will be missing.:)
And at the end an one more song:
I had asked for playing this song on Wednesday after the time when we have obtained the school leaving certificates but school guitarists said thet it is hard to playing and they had less time so they played something different which was also nice.
'...It has passed already, the climate, the leeway, the amazing people never come back...'
Take care everyone! See You!