It is not for me...
2011-09-10 @ 19:08:05
Hello!
The previous post was about my firsts days at the new school. I gonna continue. So my comprehensive school isn't nice. There are no people from my own fairy tale. It isn't caused because of ot that the beginnings are always hard. It isn't it I guess. I'm feeling here terrible. Already after these six days I have smelled a /fucking/ rat race. And the teachers ancourage the students for it. I understand a matura, a best studies, a brilliant future but damn talking about it already on the first day?! It is not for me, absolutly!
Sometihing else is it normal to being close to tears while the schooltime. No, not for me. I used to like spending time at the school. You know friends, stupid thing made while a lesson, 'ambitious' conversation with some teachers etc. And now the school is like a horror.
So I decided to change the school. I have choosen a technical school where my friend goes. She was talking to me how awesome class she has, how nice teachers, how nice atmosphere... Not like here where I am.
And by the way I didn't sleep at two nights and I thought about myself, I thought out everything and I have a plan and to the realising it I don't need extended matura in history, polish or the knowledge about society. /Once I have written that I had a dream. I didn't mean then my future just a little thing at the present. For the formalities./
I admit, I have made the mistake and because of it now there is a 'small' disorder. But I will tidy it up and everything will be ok, I guess. - Keep Your fingers crossed.
Obviously a song:
Take care and have a nice weekend!
The previous post was about my firsts days at the new school. I gonna continue. So my comprehensive school isn't nice. There are no people from my own fairy tale. It isn't caused because of ot that the beginnings are always hard. It isn't it I guess. I'm feeling here terrible. Already after these six days I have smelled a /fucking/ rat race. And the teachers ancourage the students for it. I understand a matura, a best studies, a brilliant future but damn talking about it already on the first day?! It is not for me, absolutly!
Sometihing else is it normal to being close to tears while the schooltime. No, not for me. I used to like spending time at the school. You know friends, stupid thing made while a lesson, 'ambitious' conversation with some teachers etc. And now the school is like a horror.
So I decided to change the school. I have choosen a technical school where my friend goes. She was talking to me how awesome class she has, how nice teachers, how nice atmosphere... Not like here where I am.
And by the way I didn't sleep at two nights and I thought about myself, I thought out everything and I have a plan and to the realising it I don't need extended matura in history, polish or the knowledge about society. /Once I have written that I had a dream. I didn't mean then my future just a little thing at the present. For the formalities./
I admit, I have made the mistake and because of it now there is a 'small' disorder. But I will tidy it up and everything will be ok, I guess. - Keep Your fingers crossed.
Obviously a song:
Take care and have a nice weekend!