i can't stand it.
2011-05-06 @ 21:10:59
Why is it so hard, so diffucult?
I sit here and I'm waiting. I can see You, but You don't want to see me.
It's like waiting for nothing.. All I want is just to cry.
Our last conversation, it was a crap.
I finished it with some bad words, but I don't feel guilty. I wrote only the truth.
It was so sarcastic, I thought that You will understand it, that You will write to me, but You didn't. Just silence - since 2 days.
What the hell is going on ?!
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
( Tomorrow Your birthday.
I don't know if You got a gift from me.
I hope so.. )
............................
Please, kill me.
m.
I sit here and I'm waiting. I can see You, but You don't want to see me.
It's like waiting for nothing.. All I want is just to cry.
Our last conversation, it was a crap.
I finished it with some bad words, but I don't feel guilty. I wrote only the truth.
It was so sarcastic, I thought that You will understand it, that You will write to me, but You didn't. Just silence - since 2 days.
What the hell is going on ?!
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
( Tomorrow Your birthday.
I don't know if You got a gift from me.
I hope so.. )
............................
Please, kill me.
m.