it was not so bad:)
2007-09-24 @ 20:20:47
As a title there was not so bad, I mean my visit at doctor's.It was happening an hour.It was a conversation, I was crying from time to time:( but generally Im so happy I gone there.Of course its not the end:)The next appointment is on Friday this week.I feel a bit fear couse this time will be a hipnosa...I have to buy a cassette and the doctor will record our meeting on the casstte to I'll make it listen to alive (oh, there's a lot mistakes again:((( I dont know how to say it what I want in English).This time I was at doctor's with my sister and on Friday I will be only on my own and this is not good, couse what will happened after the doctor will hipnose me???I really dont know, Im scared a bit but I have to be more believable and I have to trust to my doctor. WEll, we will see soon. To according my visit still- I have to say we talked about a lot of different things. At the beginning I filled a questionnaire and then we was talking.He asked me of many views.He was writing some notes whn we were talking. He noticed sth about my person. He was trying to meet me, to meet my personality which is so complicated. During our conversation he asked me if I will agree to my sister come and say how she see me, you know what she make to say about me, how is her opinoin about me, what she thinks of my personality etc., so I agreed and my sister came and said what she wanted. Then she came back to the waiting-room and we were talking again to each-other.When the time was coming he asked if I would pay for my visit and I said "of course" and paid him 100 pln:(but I hope it will help me to be health person, so I must to belive its right way to be happy person. The therapy will cost a lot but I have to do it, I know that.Im doing this for myself. And at the end the doctor asked me to made some psychologic test and I did it. It was so many Questions, different questions, and if I was sure that the answer was"yes" I put the question (a card) on a box with the name:"its true" and if I wasnt sure I put the cards on a box with the name:"there isnt true" and on this basic the doctor will assess me.And also I have some homework- I have to write ten advantages and ten disadvantages of my person and I should write my opinon of visit.
Now I have to go.
I will writ sth more about this later.
bye
Now I have to go.
I will writ sth more about this later.
bye