...since Tuesday...watching out
2007-10-08 @ 20:17:39
oh, there was a lot of things. Some of them were bad things unfortunately. I mean my visit at psychologist's. I was so dissappointed, Iam so disappointed...The man who is a doctor is a strange man. Do you know what he proposed me?? He said that if I agree to have visits at his home (I add that he is 59 and he lives alone, he has a wife but she lives another flat), I will not pay for thr therapy. It had to be for free. You know nobody today does sth for none. So I suppose he wanted me...When he proposed it to me I immediately refused from his help. I also asked him to delete some information which I sended him by e-mail. It was about me, about my personality situation, about my problems. I didnt tell them to anybody. It were my secrets. I told him about it couse I trusted him, I wanted to tell about it couse I want to be free from this things. And he responded me by e-mail, that he couldnt do this until I will meet him again:( Of course Im not going to meet him at all. I will not meet him. Do you know what he wanted from me??Couse I know...He try to frighten me but Im not scare. I know he cant to tell to anybody about my secrets couse this is a job's secret. He is a doctor and he must honour it. Im so disgusted! Im so disappointed! Im so shock! I have never thought he will able to do like that! Its awful!Its terrible!Its ...oh, I couldnt find right words right now to express my feelings. I opend before him, I believed he wants to help me. I paid him 200 pln for two visits, which each of them =1 hour. He is so costly. He think that Im so stupied. He told he gived me a lift from the station to his home and back. He wanted my telephone number etc. Of course I didnt take it to him. I only wrote him an e-mail, where I explained I dont trust him, I dont take my number and that I refuse from his help. He wrote me back that this all is my fault, he blamed me, he said this is my ill imagination etc.
After all Im waiting for his message, I think he will try to convince me of his innocence, that he hadnt bad intentions.
It was so bad experience. I'll remember it for a long time.
Anyway Im gioing to register to another doctor, who is a woman and my sister's friend recommended her to me. I will try again, I even called her today but unfortunately she is illing and she will be at work until next Monday:(So I will wait to Monday. Im full of hope:)
For today is everything.
I try to not neglect my English blog!
kisses Isa and Asia and all
bye bye guys
ps
If you have had similar situation, please write me about it, I would be grateful
maritka
Comments

asiunia
It is really a scary situation. I prefer to change doctor. You must feel safe with him. Do you? I don't know what to say. I am scared of you. I wish you the best. Everything will be good. Bye.
Joanna.
allaround
At first, thank you very much for your comment. I used to be very sensetive but now I'm like that only in art, when I draw. And I think it's better for me. We all must change, although will never be perfect. But every change gives us something very good and fresh so I'm happy of them.

As to your lately experience, it seems to me that your psychologist isn't a good person to take care of anyone or to help you. I wouldn't trust him as well. If I were you I would stop contacting with him. Maybe I would only write some e-mails to have the situation clear. But if he wouldn't understand this I would contact him never again. This offer... you did very smart that you refused. I do think so. Who knows what a 59-yeard-old man has in his mind 8| but it surely isn't something normal.

Anyway, I'm shocked by all this situation. I never thought any psychologist could act like that. Luckily I have never been in situation like that. My only psychologist was a young and nice lady so I had no problems with her. And I only met here coubple of times.

I really feel sorry for you. It must have been awful :| If I were you I would only avoid him. That's all.

Take care Maritka! And don't let anyone hurt you.
asiunia
Hello It is me again. Thanks for this brilliant comment. I am really delighted with it. I learn( but is it learning, even I am into it) for myself. Maybe no exactly. Maybe I want to have good job. Maybe... I want to check myself. I sometimes hear: you have a lot of time for learning or you are so young... you will learn subsequently. But I cannot think as they.
See you!!!
Joanna.
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