it was completely disaster :)
2007-10-23 @ 22:05:31
Yes, its true it was completely disaster!Im shame a little couse it really didnt come off (it didnt manage to come off or it failed).The cake after putting in an oven was quite good, I did every ingredients which I should, it was really nice after that. I covered the frankfurters in this cake and every was goog. When I opened for the first time the oven I was shocked couse I saw sth wrong. The whole cake was crack in the every frankfurters. I dont know what was going on(?), I did everything according to receipt. I dont know:(I was full of hope, I told everyone of my family I was doing some delicious supper for everybody. And they really were looking forward to it. Even my brother equired a couple of times me when the meal would be...Every was waiting for it...And when I put the frankurters out of the oven I wanted to be death, it was let me down:(I was a little sad:(But there wasnt coming back so I put this meal in some plates and...they ate but I know it was really not good:(They didnt want to made me sorry and I appreciate that!
So now I know I'll never again do this kind of food. But on the other side if I didnt do this meal I wouldnt know how it is and I'll be thinking still about it and now I know:)So anyway Im happy I did it, Im glad I tasted it, this is my new experience:)...and of course I did sth what I could write about in English. So as you can see there are nice things too in this situation.
What else..???
I want to change my job I guess.But I cant do this now. There're a lot of problems. The meanest problem is my ability for using a computer so that I havent got a comp in my job and I know none of comp's programs besides Microsof Office and everything and so on. To be trully Im very scared, Im very frainted and I cant do this despite of my wanting.Im scared.I want to my doctor will give me some strength, some brave and make me I believe in myself. I want to he would make me diffrent person who can see the world strongly. In real Im very shy person, who is wick, who is a little girl feeling fears, who is fearfull, who is afraid of everything. I dont want to be like that, it really disturb me, it really make me angry with myself, it really make me sorry. I dont want to live in this way.Oh God, I want to be strong as my friends are. Im getting change and one of my changing is learning English, thats why I decided to learn this language because these days this ability is a primary ability, if you want to get a nice job you have to know at least one foreign language.Thats why I try to write every day, without it Im getting lost. I can forget about a good job.I have to manage it, manage this skill, this ability. But Im afraid Im better in writing, I have a bigger problems with speaking, my pronounciaton is really good, really pleasant but the problem is of talking.I havent sb who I can talk to. (And still of my head, of my mind is the bad cake...)
I feel my stomach, I mean my stomachahe!Maybe this coused my cake...No it couldnt be, I didnt eat a lot of this cake...Maybe this is my imagination, my subcounscious. It brings me mind like that.I equired recently that our subconscious has a big strenght, it can focus on our head, on our mind, it can inluence on us in every situation. It has a very big power but peolpe havent known about it.The psychiatrics use the subconscious on their cure, on their treatment.
Now Im going to take a bath and doing pill-off my face and when I'll finish I'll go and I'll end this post.
meanwhile see you
So now I know I'll never again do this kind of food. But on the other side if I didnt do this meal I wouldnt know how it is and I'll be thinking still about it and now I know:)So anyway Im happy I did it, Im glad I tasted it, this is my new experience:)...and of course I did sth what I could write about in English. So as you can see there are nice things too in this situation.
What else..???
I want to change my job I guess.But I cant do this now. There're a lot of problems. The meanest problem is my ability for using a computer so that I havent got a comp in my job and I know none of comp's programs besides Microsof Office and everything and so on. To be trully Im very scared, Im very frainted and I cant do this despite of my wanting.Im scared.I want to my doctor will give me some strength, some brave and make me I believe in myself. I want to he would make me diffrent person who can see the world strongly. In real Im very shy person, who is wick, who is a little girl feeling fears, who is fearfull, who is afraid of everything. I dont want to be like that, it really disturb me, it really make me angry with myself, it really make me sorry. I dont want to live in this way.Oh God, I want to be strong as my friends are. Im getting change and one of my changing is learning English, thats why I decided to learn this language because these days this ability is a primary ability, if you want to get a nice job you have to know at least one foreign language.Thats why I try to write every day, without it Im getting lost. I can forget about a good job.I have to manage it, manage this skill, this ability. But Im afraid Im better in writing, I have a bigger problems with speaking, my pronounciaton is really good, really pleasant but the problem is of talking.I havent sb who I can talk to. (And still of my head, of my mind is the bad cake...)
I feel my stomach, I mean my stomachahe!Maybe this coused my cake...No it couldnt be, I didnt eat a lot of this cake...Maybe this is my imagination, my subcounscious. It brings me mind like that.I equired recently that our subconscious has a big strenght, it can focus on our head, on our mind, it can inluence on us in every situation. It has a very big power but peolpe havent known about it.The psychiatrics use the subconscious on their cure, on their treatment.
Now Im going to take a bath and doing pill-off my face and when I'll finish I'll go and I'll end this post.
meanwhile see you