to be active
2007-10-23 @ 23:56:34
I think Im the activest bloger today. I have dominated this day:)It is my the third post. On my previous post I wrote about subconscious, about the strenght of it, about the power of it and I promised I'll end that post. So now I have to say sth about my life yet to according to that post. My life is boring, every day is the same as previous and the next day. A routine has come in my life and I dont want to live this way, this dont make me happy, this make me sad.Every day is arranged, the same boring routines, every is the same. And what is more Im not cheerful with my job. Its really nervousness and stresfull. Its not what I want to do. Its not my think. Maybe I repeat my saying but I tell you I want to change my job. And my house...I want to live in my flat, alone, I love my family, but I need to some free, some air to live in my way, how I want to live. But on the other hand Im scared about living only myself.Its very complicated.I dont understand myself sometimes. I want to live especially in Kraków, have well-paid work, have a nice boyfriend and nice friends.I want to go to the cinema, to the theatre, on a swimmingpool, to the mean market- walking and having fun. I want to feel cheer with my life, I want to b really happy.Maybe Im boring writing the same things but You dont have to believe it I feel better. I feel better if I could say you about my problems.I feel a little relief.I imagine you feel the same as me, I know its stupied but there it is.
Now Im drinking a glass of water with lemin, I wanted to do a couple of gren tea but actually we havent got now, it has to be ended. I must ask my mum to bye another pack.I like very much green tea, especially if it includes orange and another ingredients. Then its delicious.For a few minutes I have to take pills, the time has come:)We have some enjoy, I mean me and my nephiew, couse every morning he is coming to me and say to me I must take pills and Im having fun pretending I dont want to. And then he is saying :"You have to take pills, the pills are not good but healthy", and he is explaining still me that I have to do it. Finally Im opening my mouth and he is putting the pills in my mouth and is bringing me some water or tea, its really sweety, he is so hunny.
Everybody in my home is sleping now. The lights are turned off and only in my room the computer is working and me of course.
I wish my life to be more interesting, more funny things, more happiness, more cheerful, more smiles, more beauty, more brave, more courage:)
Now on a radio I can hear a song where a man is singing: "On life only moments are beauty" and I agree with him.....
I have to finish, I think Im better than yesterday I mean writing in English. Tomorow I will write a lot too. I hope.
sweet dreams and have a nice day tomorow
Now Im drinking a glass of water with lemin, I wanted to do a couple of gren tea but actually we havent got now, it has to be ended. I must ask my mum to bye another pack.I like very much green tea, especially if it includes orange and another ingredients. Then its delicious.For a few minutes I have to take pills, the time has come:)We have some enjoy, I mean me and my nephiew, couse every morning he is coming to me and say to me I must take pills and Im having fun pretending I dont want to. And then he is saying :"You have to take pills, the pills are not good but healthy", and he is explaining still me that I have to do it. Finally Im opening my mouth and he is putting the pills in my mouth and is bringing me some water or tea, its really sweety, he is so hunny.
Everybody in my home is sleping now. The lights are turned off and only in my room the computer is working and me of course.
I wish my life to be more interesting, more funny things, more happiness, more cheerful, more smiles, more beauty, more brave, more courage:)
Now on a radio I can hear a song where a man is singing: "On life only moments are beauty" and I agree with him.....
I have to finish, I think Im better than yesterday I mean writing in English. Tomorow I will write a lot too. I hope.
sweet dreams and have a nice day tomorow