the third post today
2007-10-22 @ 23:10:23
Ive just taken a bath so I feel good:)
The łukasz has just gone I mean my sister is giving him a lift. And my family slowly is going to bed so Im going too:)
I promised myself I will read the book but I dont even started it, still is going about the time as I noticed it on my previous post. There's a problem - my mum is ill too:( we are both ill, its good my nephiew is healthy at least.
About the weather:
Its cold, and windy and there's no sun:( from time to time is raining and we are not feel good, what is more here is cloudy:( And when the first snow was falling my nephiew said he will do many snowmen:)He said he will need some stones and some carrots to do a nose:)He is very smart boy.
About my plan for tpomorow:
OH, nth special, like usual, but I'll try to take this book witrh my hands, maybe I'll start read it tomorow(?). I suppose I will have to help my mum with carrying after nephiew, of course it will be writing in English, what else..., Ill do some cleaning in my bags:)I have got there almost a milion unnecesary things which make my bag carry and big.I'll do this tomorow couse Ive never had free time to do it and that make me really angry with myself.
About my room:
Im a little sorry because my tv set is broken down and I cant watch it:(I dont often watch tv but from tim to time I wish to see sth or I like asleeping by watching tv.
Now Im listening a romantic song who is done by a German singer, very slowly and my sister told me that he sings for his lover.
Lately I think (I dont want to do this but there's against of my mind) about going abroad, I still dreaming about beautiful future abroad, I know its stupied, but the planes which I had, I believed it strongly, I wanted it so hard, I still think about it, about how it could be beautiful, how it could be make us happy, Im sorry again:((Why are things like this?Why are that? There would wait for us nice well-paid job, our leaving, our lives, our future and now is nth. I think this is the main reason of my psychic health. Every time I think about that, about abroad I feel depressed, I feel sorry, I want to cry, I feel so sorry, I didnt want to that situation.Inside me there are so many bad feelings, so many pity, so many regret, I let down of my friend,of my boy.Yes, I let down:(i think Ive never agreed with ih, I will remeber this situation to the rest of my life...I let him down...I trusted, I believed, I wanted so hearty...Yes, I let him down.And its still hurt.
I dont know what to say yet...there are so many regret...
I know I should forget about the past and think about the future but I cant. There are perhaps people who forget very soon about this kind of things but IM too sensitive, Im too wick, I wont forget.I know it isnt helpful but I can do nth in this issue. Im as Im and that's it.
Only I can do is trying, trying and trying to think positive, think about nice things, nice people, nice events which are still before me.
Take care yourself
We are in touch:)
We will see tomorow
so sweet dreams
the second post today
2007-10-22 @ 19:02:17
I decided to get right myself about learning. I dont know now what Im going to write about(?)this post. A couple minutes to thinking...hm...
Sth about the election:
On my previous post I wrote that our family were very nervous about the result of the election, couse we kept fingers crossed for two people who started to the Parliament and you know what????We all are the winners!!Both of them are the members of the Parliament!!Yes its great!!Its marvellous!!Congratulations!!
Sth about Monday:
Why do these days go out so fast?Why are they so short?They even dont started when they go out. Its difficult doing sth during days.Everywhere I can hear that no one has time.Everyone is busy and doesnt have any free time. Im thinking about the past...A long long time ago people had much more time than this time, there werent computers, mobilephones, cars like these days and so on and people had more time, why is that? I dont know, maybe simply days were passing by slower or those days were longer:)Its the only solving. I see the different every day. When I was younger I had really more more time to do many things, and now I havent time, I get up, go to work, came back home,a supper, the night and the day go out, the end....
Now:
A couple minutes ago cousin my brother in low came us. He is a guest, he was at our house only 4 times in his life and this is because of relationsheep, because this is family of the second husband of my sister. And this sounds not good for me because she has 2 husbands and me?I even havent one:)I hope this change soon:)Anyway the Łukasz is coming to celebrate our winning of the election, he has done campaign for one of the winners:)They have some champagne and meals:)Its really nice and pleasant:)I can hear some cheerful voices of our living room. They are cheerful and happy. My mum right now is preparing sth else to eat. What write yet?
About my health:
I founded an antibiotic which is belongs to my sister who is at sudy. When she was preparing to go abroad to study to Germany she bought a whole box of pills. And I remember about this box and there I founded my antibiotic. I think its really helpful and I will feel better tomorow:)
Another things:
I sent a message my friend by sms but she doesnt write me back and Im a little sad about it. Unleess she doesnt have any money to her phone, she has a phone to card, but on the other side she I mean her parents have a shop in their house so every minute she can go upstairts and take a new card, isnt it? Perhaps she isnt home.
About a supper:
I dont know if I will eat supper this evening. Now Im not hungry, a few minutes ago I ate a youghurt. But I have to take a pills and probably I have to eat sth to my stomach wont hurt. I dont know what to do.
IM tired now, I think Im finishing my today's writing. I hope tomorow I write more than this.
Take care yourself
good afternoon
2007-10-22 @ 15:48:33
Today is Monday already.I didnt write per Saturday and Sunday.I hadnt got time, my sister came on previus Friday and she has gone in the morning this day.Im still ill, I have taken some pills, but I think it doesnt help me, couse they are too wick I suppose, I have a sore throat still and so on, I think this is so that I didnt take an antibiotic.
Anyway Im staying home yet:)
All yesterday evening we were spending watching tv. We were especially interested in the result of election of our Parliament. What is more our two acquaintances have started to the Parliament and this made us very nervous, we were expecting the result hardly and strongly, we were keeping our fingers crossed for them. Up to now we havent still known if they win (?) couse there are still voices are counted and we havent known still how the finish will be.
Today morning-when I got up, it was about 11- I watched with my nephiew on my comp a veirlytails about a friendly pig "Peppa", we were laughing together, its very nice.
On Friday I promised myself I will improve my English by writing here, but this was only words...I missed two days!!I want to hearty know English very well but how this can be real(?) like Im so lazy. Im angry with myself. I dont learn any new words, only by reading yours blog. I wish I couldnt register for any course of English.Im really sad about this reason.I think every will look different, you know, I will have got a teacher who will be teach me, will show me my mistakes, will give some homework, we will be able to talk and so on. I think I will have got some more motivation. more advices, more practises.
Despite of this I think IM a lazy person, and to be trully if I only wanted to write sth at previous Sunday Im sure I would look for time to do this. You know is easier to say sth like that- "I hadnt got time", but this is not true. couse it doesnt take a lot of time.
Im sorry, couse my sisters know foreign languages. They are smarter than me.
I dont know what I should write yet, hmm...Maybe I will comment yours posts.
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