Sth
2012-04-15 @ 00:24:59
Maybe it's springer solstice or maybe I'm overreacting but for few weeks I feel terrible with myself, I loose something important, I feel it. I don't like to talk to anybody, because I don't even right explain it, anyway most of people don't listen really so I sometimes feel I become slowly more unsympathetic too, I think. I don't want to. And for exemple sometimes I want to cry, maybe it would help me, but I can't. Seriously, it drives me crazy and what's the worst I can't even determine what I really want from others, but nearly everybody is annoying me, one little thing can drives me crazy. What's weird, here- in Wrocław I just can't shout on my roomate and collegues, but I take it out at home. Maybe my friends would be astonished but I (such a calm person) often speak up at home, I feel terrible when I start shouting on my mum, she is one of the best people in whole world, but sometimes I don't control it. And this whole situation at my home drives me crazy too. I don't even know what I accept from world and that's the problem. Man sometimes needs time only for himself