'It is no use crying over spilt milk'
2011-07-12 @ 17:02:15
No boredom. My friends from Wrocław visted me two days ago. It was nice Sunday. I showed them my lovely town- I live in south-western Poland, nearby Sudetic Mountains and they live in quite different regions of Poland so I think they were delighted. I must admit that I was afraid if they liked my place on the Earth but they weren't bored I think.
Hmm, I didn't write better matura exam than last year, I was a bit upset when I see list of accepted on pharmacy because, similiar to last year, I'm far far on this list but Every cloud has a silver lining ... I'm going to go to school where I can get title 'technician pharmacy' but I'll do this for three years and now I'll focus on chemistry.

I like lyrics of this song. "I still belive in other person" sing Anita Lipnicka. Me too, I belive that people are good deep in their hearts but sometimes they don't think about of results of their behaviour. For exemple today I read that 5 years old girl fall down from second floor about 5 o'clock am. Lucily girl is fine, but it was extremly irresponsibility. To crown it all, and what is explaining everything (but it's not vindication) mother of child was drunk. She left flat and she didn't think that her doughter can awake. I think mother didn't think at all. In my opinion welfare (social assistance) should help people like that, woman has problem with alkohol. You know what? Women have often problem with alcohol than men, maybe it's unseen but problem it's real and huge. But who wonders? Stress, problems at home, at work, no backup from husband's side (extacly! I'm not excuse woman from article but where were her husband?)- everything make that woman tap into alkohol. They need help but nobody can help them if they understand themself that they has problem with it..We don't even know how many woman has such a big (but silent bacause nobody see that) problem with alcohol...
Dilemma.
2011-07-09 @ 23:48:23
Oh, I haven't written for so long. I'm still studying chemistry. But now I have holidays so longed for and... I'm not quite sure if it's good for me. You know, I like being the best in things which I do. I would like to be chemist, who understand every process, who is good in you your job, who knows that chemistry is passion for him. I don't want to scratched the surface. But know I have many things to understand and sometimes I can't handle with it.. and that's why I'm not so sure it's my life way. And I'm aware of that I'm starting my 'adventure' with chemistry, so I need experience but I would like to feel more certain. Oh, I really envy people who are so sure in your lives. It must be great feeling.
A few days ago I stumbled across on good quote, it's from "Marzycielka z Ostendy" by Eric-Emmanuel Schmitt. It sounds (it's my translation so it may be a bit wrong) : "It's needed to show feelings, little bird, otherwise you may contract cancer. Women who are silent contracts cancer" (in polish sound better I think: "Trzeba uzewnętrzniać emocje, ptaszynko, w przeciwnym razie nabawisz się raka. Kobiety, które milczą, dostają raka. " I'm convinced it's very wise words, for exemple me- I can't show my feelings, people usually don't know how I feel because it's very hard for me to say about myself. I would like to change it and I can't, for exemple today I feel a bit sad, everything is great, I needed rest, and I'm aware how great family I have, I can depend on them but ... I miss something. I know, it's my lucky but I don't know what's wrong, i have to think about it but for the present I recommend song:
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