Dilemma.
2011-07-09 @ 23:48:23
Oh, I haven't written for so long. I'm still studying chemistry. But now I have holidays so longed for and... I'm not quite sure if it's good for me. You know, I like being the best in things which I do. I would like to be chemist, who understand every process, who is good in you your job, who knows that chemistry is passion for him. I don't want to scratched the surface. But know I have many things to understand and sometimes I can't handle with it.. and that's why I'm not so sure it's my life way. And I'm aware of that I'm starting my 'adventure' with chemistry, so I need experience but I would like to feel more certain. Oh, I really envy people who are so sure in your lives. It must be great feeling.
A few days ago I stumbled across on good quote, it's from "Marzycielka z Ostendy" by Eric-Emmanuel Schmitt. It sounds (it's my translation so it may be a bit wrong) : "It's needed to show feelings, little bird, otherwise you may contract cancer. Women who are silent contracts cancer" (in polish sound better I think: "Trzeba uzewnętrzniać emocje, ptaszynko, w przeciwnym razie nabawisz się raka. Kobiety, które milczą, dostają raka. " I'm convinced it's very wise words, for exemple me- I can't show my feelings, people usually don't know how I feel because it's very hard for me to say about myself. I would like to change it and I can't, for exemple today I feel a bit sad, everything is great, I needed rest, and I'm aware how great family I have, I can depend on them but ... I miss something. I know, it's my lucky but I don't know what's wrong, i have to think about it but for the present I recommend song:
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