love is everywhere.
2009-05-22 @ 19:46:48
On the photo I can see my boyfriend. he is at work now. for a few days I must to come back home, he is staying here. sad and lonely days are coming... again something about a five weeks without him. I know, i respected it. I knew that this situation was unavoidable - a lot of loneliness, sadness, longing, tears... but I consented for it... I don't regret. I love him very much and he makes my life better, even if he is abroad, far away from me. some day we will live together. I prefer to be happy with somone, who is far away, than to suffer with someone who is near me (my ex, for example).
I love you Bart.
I try but I can't.
2009-05-22 @ 12:30:16
Yes, I am unhappy and miserable. so about what different can I write? It's hard to find something positive in this situation. most sensible... it is easy... back to Poland and end of study in 2012. law. I think I'm starting to hate it. I should stick to the point, so... I want something different. The stagnation in my house, my mother who IMO doesn't love me (she said that she can sit in my room and drink coffee, she has a free room and calmness. when I rang on Skype, she said that we have no topics, we don't have to talk about anything.) I have no friends in Poland. all my best friends and my boyfriend are here, in Ireland. I don't want to come back to Poland, when I have nobody there...
I promised Pamm to visit her. I am here since 25th of April and I didn't find time to go to Wexford. And Robert in Cork. I promised him. I can't do it now. crying shame... maybe July, August or September. I know, I'll be back here for a longer time than now.
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