can you kill me?
2009-06-10 @ 20:05:01
next reason to leave my native land. row again, pain again, tears again. at night tears too... but I cried because I miss my love so much. in this situation I regret that he is far away from me... I need him here... but I must cope with it alone... sometimes it's horrible... no friends in Poland (thanks to my ex), only three persons in Ireland, one in Bydgoszcz, one in Poznań... here I'm alone... I have a lot of reasons to think that my mother hates me. I'm fed up to the teeth!!!! prayers to the God are ineffective, but I believe He can help me...
now I must pull together... I have 5 exams to pass and 1 little - I didn't take it at weekend, these days was horrible... a lot of rows with my mother, tears day by day... I wasn't able to do anything... one day was peaceful... ONE... today everything came back... and it's still continue... :(
I have depression again. Which persons can I thank?
now I must pull together... I have 5 exams to pass and 1 little - I didn't take it at weekend, these days was horrible... a lot of rows with my mother, tears day by day... I wasn't able to do anything... one day was peaceful... ONE... today everything came back... and it's still continue... :(
I have depression again. Which persons can I thank?