I knocked my studies on the head.
2009-06-17 @ 14:54:36
Everything crashed. I failed a little exam. now I don't have a chance to carry on my study. why? If I want to continue, I must to pay few hundreds PLN. I can't be sure, that I pass residial exams - if not, I must to pay few hundreds PLN x two, three... etc. I'm not able to do it... second impediment - next year I should have 6 exams - I can't manage with it... It will be too lot of science... It's ungovernable for me. I don't want to trash next year of my life for something, what is impossible to bring it off.
I really will not manage with it. Law is to hard for me. I believed that I can graduate. I miscalculated... so... I don't know, what now. I don't want to gamble that my boyfriend takes me to Ireland under his wings... In this day and age, when there is recession, finding job can be difficult... I have savings, I sold my car... but it's not a big amount in Ireland - it's only something about 1500 euro... I can live with it one, maybe two months... and what then? what, if I wouldn't find a job? I'm watchint CNN now, "Road To Recovery". They're talking about recession, unemployment in GB. situation is badly.
I'm disoriented.
My success? I lost 3,5kg. But it's not enjoying me in this situation.
I really will not manage with it. Law is to hard for me. I believed that I can graduate. I miscalculated... so... I don't know, what now. I don't want to gamble that my boyfriend takes me to Ireland under his wings... In this day and age, when there is recession, finding job can be difficult... I have savings, I sold my car... but it's not a big amount in Ireland - it's only something about 1500 euro... I can live with it one, maybe two months... and what then? what, if I wouldn't find a job? I'm watchint CNN now, "Road To Recovery". They're talking about recession, unemployment in GB. situation is badly.
I'm disoriented.
My success? I lost 3,5kg. But it's not enjoying me in this situation.