let's attack
2009-06-05 @ 13:20:56
my mother went to far yesterday. she screamed at me, she had a dirty tongue. I can't ate... I said only, that she can't had to shot someone, when herself is like under-fire! I lost all day, I wasn't up to learn (I must pass little exam tommorow). I cried 3 of 4 hours... my boyfriend tried to help me, but 'mission failed'... we told about iron this prolem out... after pass every exam I can take a vacation from studies (I can take it for max 1 year), get my money from sale my car and have flight to him... I will not say something her about it, I will pack and get down to airport. I will disapperar... she will be glad. she is always saying, that I bother her, that I roted her life, because I was born when she was eighteen years old... I'm fed up to the teeth with it!! she hates me, I know, she implays me it every day, that's routine...
I'm glad, that I have my love... now it is positive that he is far away, in Ireland... I can to escape to the place, where she will not find me and scream for me... I'm dreaming about it in few years... about absolute calm.
and... I have a little success :D I lost 1,5kg since 2nd of June :) to surprise my love is and nearer :) 10,5kg to go... let's attack spare tire!! :D
I have request... if I will make some grammatical errors or use bad word - tell me :) it's good form of learning :) I must be better in english, 'cause I think I will go to Ireland for longer in September...
I'm glad, that I have my love... now it is positive that he is far away, in Ireland... I can to escape to the place, where she will not find me and scream for me... I'm dreaming about it in few years... about absolute calm.
and... I have a little success :D I lost 1,5kg since 2nd of June :) to surprise my love is and nearer :) 10,5kg to go... let's attack spare tire!! :D
I have request... if I will make some grammatical errors or use bad word - tell me :) it's good form of learning :) I must be better in english, 'cause I think I will go to Ireland for longer in September...