don't try to understand me if you don't want to do it.
2009-07-19 @ 03:18:29
sometimes I think he doesn't understand. I have really hard times, but he says, that I should be calm, I must to think positively... ok, but I must to realize that some things may goes wrong... I must to prepare for it, I don't want to dissapoint myself... he has lived in Ireland for five years, for him everything is clear and easy, in his opinion it should be the same for me... how annoyed...
sometimes I miss university, law... I think a lot about my decision... I'm afraid I may regret... I miss people from university... everything what I did, what I do, and what I will do - is crazy!! I'm changing my life 180degrees!! I'm going to leave all I have...
but... I really need it...
my weight is ratty!! I have lost 6 kilograms. and rest?? beach is waiting, I'll be there for 16 days... and I have 6 kilograms for quarry... what a slough :( I work out everyday for 2 hours a day... I'm sad, because it isn't already effective... what else can I do?... I'm afraid nothing... :(
sometimes I miss university, law... I think a lot about my decision... I'm afraid I may regret... I miss people from university... everything what I did, what I do, and what I will do - is crazy!! I'm changing my life 180degrees!! I'm going to leave all I have...
but... I really need it...
my weight is ratty!! I have lost 6 kilograms. and rest?? beach is waiting, I'll be there for 16 days... and I have 6 kilograms for quarry... what a slough :( I work out everyday for 2 hours a day... I'm sad, because it isn't already effective... what else can I do?... I'm afraid nothing... :(