...shit
2008-07-30 @ 17:47:02
Unfortunately i'm back in Poland. I've loved England and I didn't really wanted back to Poland.
Shit..;/ You know what ? Once again I convinced, that love is gone !!!
Love ? ha ! this is not true feeling. This is wrong image of faithful people. I'm faithful but i still convince that i don't deserve anybody ! every man that i've loved has had a girlfriend who really loves. What da fuck is it ?;/ I won't find anyone 4 me. So i decided that i will never love again. I promise. I know now what i want ! I want to be a football player. I'm a girl but i don't care what ppl say. I wanna do what i really love ! I will be playing and i'll be happy. Of course in a girls league :D. And later maybe i'll give bigger chance and i'll play in prestige club or something like this. I know i can do this. This is my passion. So why don't to try ?
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sylvier
Heh love...I had the same problem so I decided to do a pause. So I'm alone for 2 years. And you know what...at the begining was good. No problems, no obligations. But when you see your friends with boys and only you are sitting alone you feel awful:/
allaround
I don't think it's a good way of thinking, I mean altitude towards love. People don't fall in love in a few weeks or while not being with someone. I think I'll love someone only if I'm sure he feels the same and he's trustworthy. But anyway, love is a good thing. We aren't meant to be alone but with someone who cares about you. Everyone wants to have such a person and I think one day you will :)

As to football, my friend, a girl, plays in a girl's club and noone thinks she's weird. Fallowing dreams makes people happy ;) I only hope you'll have enough motivation to do what you want.
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