4 days to go back to Poland !
2007-07-18 @ 21:29:45
Hi. I'm happy, that I'll back to Poland, but I'm sad too,cause here stays my sister and her boyfriend. They will go to Poland only in September. And one of my sister is back to Poland with me 22 July. But they'll (all) go to Poland only for 3 weeks. And they have to back to England . So... don't You ask me why...You know reality in Poland. There is no money and no work.
I'm boring now. I'm watching Tv, listening to my favourite music and it only keep my alive... ;)
I'm thinking about everything and I dunno, what 2 think. Life is brutal... I have nobody beside my family and some friends (but i don't know can i call'em friends...). I want to have someone who loves me. Just a man, who cares about me, who...Ok, I'm talkin' about hoogwash...;( Nobody reads this blog. But I don't care!!! This is my diary after all... Is there anybody who needs somebody ? Who wants to love and trust somebody?
I want somebody I can tell YOU"RE THE ONE I NEEd. But I know now... Love is nothing...
30stm - THE KILL
What if i wanted to break?
laugh it all of in Your face?
What would You do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this anymore?
What would You do, do , do?
Come! Break me down!
Bury me! Bury me!
I am finished with You!
What if I wanted to fight?
Beg for the REST OF MY LIFE?
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me...
I'm boring now. I'm watching Tv, listening to my favourite music and it only keep my alive... ;)
I'm thinking about everything and I dunno, what 2 think. Life is brutal... I have nobody beside my family and some friends (but i don't know can i call'em friends...). I want to have someone who loves me. Just a man, who cares about me, who...Ok, I'm talkin' about hoogwash...;( Nobody reads this blog. But I don't care!!! This is my diary after all... Is there anybody who needs somebody ? Who wants to love and trust somebody?
I want somebody I can tell YOU"RE THE ONE I NEEd. But I know now... Love is nothing...
30stm - THE KILL
What if i wanted to break?
laugh it all of in Your face?
What would You do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this anymore?
What would You do, do , do?
Come! Break me down!
Bury me! Bury me!
I am finished with You!
What if I wanted to fight?
Beg for the REST OF MY LIFE?
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me...