The worst days.
2017-09-10 @ 17:34:46
If I have to be honest I hate my new school.
I really think I don’t belong there.
Why?
Headmaster said there will be both psychically and mentally disabled kids, but I’m only one there who has psychically kind of disabllity. My other classmates are mosly mentally disabled. Two of them don’t even know how to read or write! The don’t even know how to hold on corsevation! I’m flustrated that we do’t and won’t have regular timetable, normal subjects like english or math on high school level, we don’t evev have fukcking ringbells and breaks! Teachers are overprotictive. They don’t even want to let me pusch my wheelchair myself. The psychicaltherapist isin’t sure about the school anymore. He dosen’t know how much therapies per week we will have, he dosen’t know how much therapies in swimpool we will have. His only one answer is „ You should ask your headmaster” We don’t have reagular timetable so He can come in our classroom any time and choose one of the kids to going with him. He chose me only one time depsite that I’m only one in the class who needs psychical rehablition, so maybe he is lazy? Academic subjectts are and will be big impovisation. Cause we we have only lesons with three teachers and they are specal needs teachers and they learn us polish or math on primary school level. Technical (working) sujects are bit better. We have them outside school in wedding palace outside city so we have to take another bus that isin’t suited for people like me. On technical classes we did our own apple jam. Only one thing I did was cutting apples. I hurt one of my finger a bit and my teachers looked like they will going to have heart attack… :D
My classmates moslty know eaxh other from their old schools. Ani-chan is quite nice. If I didin’t know she is mentally disabled I’d only think she only is a bit too childlish for 17 years old girl.
I also think B-kun actually have crush on me, his smile for be look soooo creepy. He want to start a conservation but he is kind of slow thinker he can’t ever hold conservation. He is pain in the ass. Like everyone else here.
I’m not sure If I should quit that place or not. I spent my weekend in my cousins house. One of them said that doing even than kind of suff that I am doing in my school is still better than sitting in house. We were on walks, we also chatted in their house while eating snack and that was a really nice weekend I think.
Moment ago I texted one of my teacher and I said that I’m quitting school.
I wonder if it is good choice
I really think I don’t belong there.
Why?
Headmaster said there will be both psychically and mentally disabled kids, but I’m only one there who has psychically kind of disabllity. My other classmates are mosly mentally disabled. Two of them don’t even know how to read or write! The don’t even know how to hold on corsevation! I’m flustrated that we do’t and won’t have regular timetable, normal subjects like english or math on high school level, we don’t evev have fukcking ringbells and breaks! Teachers are overprotictive. They don’t even want to let me pusch my wheelchair myself. The psychicaltherapist isin’t sure about the school anymore. He dosen’t know how much therapies per week we will have, he dosen’t know how much therapies in swimpool we will have. His only one answer is „ You should ask your headmaster” We don’t have reagular timetable so He can come in our classroom any time and choose one of the kids to going with him. He chose me only one time depsite that I’m only one in the class who needs psychical rehablition, so maybe he is lazy? Academic subjectts are and will be big impovisation. Cause we we have only lesons with three teachers and they are specal needs teachers and they learn us polish or math on primary school level. Technical (working) sujects are bit better. We have them outside school in wedding palace outside city so we have to take another bus that isin’t suited for people like me. On technical classes we did our own apple jam. Only one thing I did was cutting apples. I hurt one of my finger a bit and my teachers looked like they will going to have heart attack… :D
My classmates moslty know eaxh other from their old schools. Ani-chan is quite nice. If I didin’t know she is mentally disabled I’d only think she only is a bit too childlish for 17 years old girl.
I also think B-kun actually have crush on me, his smile for be look soooo creepy. He want to start a conservation but he is kind of slow thinker he can’t ever hold conservation. He is pain in the ass. Like everyone else here.
I’m not sure If I should quit that place or not. I spent my weekend in my cousins house. One of them said that doing even than kind of suff that I am doing in my school is still better than sitting in house. We were on walks, we also chatted in their house while eating snack and that was a really nice weekend I think.
Moment ago I texted one of my teacher and I said that I’m quitting school.
I wonder if it is good choice