Holidays - general happiness
2008-06-21 @ 08:42:20
But not for me - I am not satisfied with the idea of being lonely for the next two months and although I have many things to do, there is no such a strong feeling that can surpass my sorrow. Here I always remind myself a dialogue from my story:
- You have friends, don't you?
- Am I supposed to meet them from time to time?
- I think so.
- Then I don't have any.
And why don't I meet anyone? They do not invite me anywhere, and I dislike coming to someone without invitation - it's a laudable habit, I suppose.
Comments


kasiulka
strange
sdaj
What's so strange?
kasiulka
This way of thinking..
sdaj
And what is yours?
firstgeneration
There will be well. Have you any plans for vacations?
milore
The same as I ;P
I'm glad because of holidays but I'm also sad. I don't have many friends to spend this time together because they were to their family and I???
I'll sit in my home for two months alone;[
sylvier
Yeah I also feel like you...I have a few friends but not the best friends and I usually alone. Last holidays was the worst. I was feeling so lonely. And I still have hope that in this year will be better:) I wih the same to you:)
kasiulka
I have my best friend who i spend time with.
But OK i understand u. I was many years as lonely as u. But for everything is time. And u will find a best friend. I wish u this.
So dont worry. Find to yourself some hobby to spend the time. Maybe interesting book will be good :)
sdaj
firstgeneration - > A lot. I will learn, write, draw, cycle, surf the internet and play some computer games. The problem is that I will do these things the hell alone!

milore, sylvier - > There are some people in my situation then. I wish you all the best.

kasiulka - > You're lucky. I will spend the time somehow, but I don't think I'll do it on books - I don't like to read at all, I prefer writing.
kasiulka
and one more thing i want to tell u. i have been always alone till this year. and i felt good with this. i was a bit recluse. But in the last school year i found my best friend in my class. and regret that we werent friend by two first years in high school (first and second class). so i advice u - keep your eyes open. maybe in your class or in your surroundings is a person who will be your friend and u havent seen this so far.
u dont like read books?? oh i love it. but its your choice hmm.. writing? i also like writing but now i dont have any time for this and my last books i've burned. they were stupid haha. but its good to write sth. it creates your imagination :)
sdaj
Yeah, that's true, but writing is not an easy thing unless you are a kid without boundaries and order in your mind. And thank you for advice, I'll be watchful.
Madeline
My way of thinking is very similar to yours. I feel so alone. Nobody thinks of me as a friend or girlfriend. I think I'm falling into a deep depresion. Seriously!
After holidays I am suppose to go to new school. High school actually. And I wanna to start a new life, but I have bad feelings about that... I will screw up everything after few months of being ''cool'' Why am I so stupid, borging, ugly, werid and everything else???
I wish I were somebdy else ;( I hate myself soooo much.

Well, that's all I wanted to write.
Farewell!
sdaj
You can't have so many drawbacks, believe me. Don't fall into depression, it's not a good thing. One year ago, I also passed to high school and I must admit - there is more fun than I expected, so don't worry about that. And hate your foes, not yourself.
kasiulka
Madeline. I felt the same!! But dont worry. It changed. We dont know tomorrow. And tomorrow will be better! So, dont be depressed. Life is long. And u will find kindred spirit or bf. In high school u have a chance - new people, new situations. so keep your chin up! everything will be ok.
sdaj - in my high school wasnt good. We had an elite who made difficult others' life.. The truth is that unfortunately we meet more enemies than friends in our life. So we must be watchful. And we must have our feet firmly on the ground.
sdaj
Maybe my high school is better than yours... But I also have problems with people there - not an "elite", but with our priest, however it's another story.
kasiulka
whats wrong with him? u can tell me. maybe i will help u :)
sdaj
He just rules and controls almost everything (school newsletter, student government, integration camps and so on). He just doesn't like any objections, but I like him and the religion lessons - I'm one of the "elite" who can tell something he doesn't know, about Zoroastrianism or Confucianism, for example. The only problems I have with him are that we don't always agree with each other.
kasiulka
If u r in this elite so dont worry. the world is your hehe.
on religion education it is important to get "5" at years end :D and nothing else matters :P
sdaj
But getting a 5 isn't as easy thing as one could think, believe me. I got 4.
kasiulka
Oh, i was impolite all school year at religion education lessons but at the end of the year i was trying to be polite and priest gave me 5 :D
I can be convincing when its needed hahaha.
Everything will be ok :)
sdaj
You just don't know my priest...
kasiulka
Yes, thats true - i dont know him.
I always dont trust priests..
Weird people.
But i think that its an easy way to deceive these good-natured priests ;)
Just let him think that u like his ideas and try to be nice.
sdaj
But he is not good-natured!
kasiulka
Oh thats quite another matter...
Anyway, priests sux.
Haven't u talked with your form tutor abt that??
Maybe he can help...
sdaj
He couldn't do anything, our priest is the real one who rules in school and I don't need any help - as I said - I like him and his lessons.
kasiulka
ok so i dont see any problem.
i tried only to help......... ;|
sdaj
There is no need to, but thanks.

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