Angry and partly resigned
2009-03-18 @ 18:27:37
I apologize for not writing any note recently. There is just too much to do in too little time. :)
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I am angry with myself in recent times. I cannot seem to motivate. I have ‘Matura’ in a little over a month and instead of revising, I am doing everything but not studying (at least, not for the most needed subjects such as WOS and Polish). However, I am constantly writing analysis and interpretation of poetry and prose.
It is hard to obtain high score and I really don’t see myself getting these required 60%.
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I decided that theatre is not for me. It doesn’t get to me as the music seems to do. The actors are all sweating and excited on the scene, we (as watchers) are witnessing some creepy scene of crime or an intensive romantic one, and what with me? Completely nothing. I am unaffected. I don’t feel a thing and just sit there stony faced, waiting for the final. Hence, I decided against going to the theatre. I don’t benefit from these little escapades thus I will limit it to minimum.
I HAVE TO FIND SOMEONE WILLING TO GO WITH ME TO PHILHARMONIC. I NEED MUSIC! NOT WORDS!
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I am angry with myself in recent times. I cannot seem to motivate. I have ‘Matura’ in a little over a month and instead of revising, I am doing everything but not studying (at least, not for the most needed subjects such as WOS and Polish). However, I am constantly writing analysis and interpretation of poetry and prose.
It is hard to obtain high score and I really don’t see myself getting these required 60%.
~~’~~’~*~*~~’~~’~~
I decided that theatre is not for me. It doesn’t get to me as the music seems to do. The actors are all sweating and excited on the scene, we (as watchers) are witnessing some creepy scene of crime or an intensive romantic one, and what with me? Completely nothing. I am unaffected. I don’t feel a thing and just sit there stony faced, waiting for the final. Hence, I decided against going to the theatre. I don’t benefit from these little escapades thus I will limit it to minimum.
I HAVE TO FIND SOMEONE WILLING TO GO WITH ME TO PHILHARMONIC. I NEED MUSIC! NOT WORDS!