Again
2010-06-13 @ 18:36:35
It's funny how sometimes thoughts demand to be wrapped in words.. For months there's nothing..silence and emptiness and then one day..big bang..one sentence..one word..one sigh and you're there again..screaming inside your head..So yeah, here I am again..
I'm thinking I will never set free from this.. guess that's what inability to communicate does to you..reckon it's easier that way, isn't it? I mean, how on earth could you sit opposite the other person and say these things..the things that eat you up alive..and how could you look them in the eye and expect everything to be the same? How can you live being aware they know? It is not that easy. Never has been ;/
I'm thinking I will never set free from this.. guess that's what inability to communicate does to you..reckon it's easier that way, isn't it? I mean, how on earth could you sit opposite the other person and say these things..the things that eat you up alive..and how could you look them in the eye and expect everything to be the same? How can you live being aware they know? It is not that easy. Never has been ;/