So the thing is..
2010-06-15 @ 17:14:03
..for months now I've been in two minds about this..had others known, they would've thought I was crazy..or worse.. I mean, hell, what is there to think about? You either sit down and do it or you don't. Simple as that. Well, no, that's not so straightforward..Not with me..Not with my history..
I don't have any skeletons in the cupboard..no secrets whatsoever..but I'm scared like hell I can be wrongly suspected I do..I don't..but there are some thoughts that are threatening to burst my skull..thoughts that my mind apparently can't handle..thoughts which are meant to be written not spoken..I don't want to talk coz there's nothing that can be talked about..nothing that - when wrapped in words - will make sense..So, despite the gut-wrenching fear, I've made up my mind..that's why I'm here. That's why, more often than not, I'm going to return..
I don't have any skeletons in the cupboard..no secrets whatsoever..but I'm scared like hell I can be wrongly suspected I do..I don't..but there are some thoughts that are threatening to burst my skull..thoughts that my mind apparently can't handle..thoughts which are meant to be written not spoken..I don't want to talk coz there's nothing that can be talked about..nothing that - when wrapped in words - will make sense..So, despite the gut-wrenching fear, I've made up my mind..that's why I'm here. That's why, more often than not, I'm going to return..